Well, tomorrows the big day. I'm going to have my heart surgery.
It's not too big a deal I don't think though. It's not open heart or anything.
They're doing this thing called a "Catheter Ablation". To hopefully fix the arrhythmia and cure me of WPW. I'm a little scared but I'm staying strong and I know everything will be alright. Wow, I think that's one of the lamest things I could say. >.< I don't even know anymore. I don't want people to worry but today I was completely freaking out. I KNOW things will be okay but I can't help from going from calm and sorta relaxed antisapation to being scared **itless.
Either way I'll still have to wake up at 4 am tomorrow to get to the hospital down south by 6:30am. The actual surgery wont be until 9 though. I really hope everything goes smoothly. My worst fear is waking up during the surgery. Maybe I could ask them for extra anesthesia?


Ugh, wish me luck and I'll put up some stuff soon.